Last night I spent the evening with two of the most down to earth chickas on the planet. All I can say about the entire evening is CHEERS TO GOOD FRIENDS. I find it exhausting and stressful.. frustrating beyond belief to see how much people hide their true selves from the world in high school. High school, yes what a generalization... Perhaps when I move on to bigger and better things I will consider rephrasing that sentiment, but for now it seems quite fitting. But how can I say that? I was once one of them. Weren't we all?
It's simple really... like spreading too much cream cheese on a mini bagel. We're overwhelmed with the surface, and therefore never get to experience the idea that has been so obviously offered to us in the first place. I have lived an ignorant life. I would not classify myself as an ignorant person, but lately I have begun to realize what is truley important to me, and thus accepting the fact that I have been ignorant to people's true identities.
I appreciate and understand the struggles of high school... I am living it afterall. It is no doubt a harsh judgemental environment; (and I have convinced myself that once we all reach "the real world" the caddy stuff will come to an end... unfortunately I
There is such curiosity inside me now. Such a drive to descover people for who they really are.... I feel like I am surrounded by people who have discovered this as well, or perhaps are in the process.. But yet again: High school invades the individuality rhelm.
I want to be able to dance like a baffoon and have my friends join in. I want to be confident in my abilities to be a good leader. I want to take pride in my passions and find people who support and share them with me. I want to be goofy and obnoxious without being talked about. I want to blog without being judged and critiqued.
I want you to hear this.
